marvelous

im back i guess

2005-10-28T01:30:07Z

Alright

So for...a while i havent updated this lj..but today i decided too

Saturday is homecoming..im going with a bunch of friends...which has the potential to be fantastic

Today my mom got mad at me and threatened to take me out of debate...which is a ridiculous punishment....thats like saying if you dont stop being bad i wont let you do your homework....it doesnt make sense...but oh well that is the logic of parents for you

thats all ive got

yeah

How is eveyrone?

hoedown

2005-09-18T06:23:12Z

just got home from the hoedown
and im pleased to say
it wasnt a waste of time

so first i got dressed
lil blue skirt
layered shirt
cowboy boots

and i went

i danced with abby in a big group for a long time

then i won 2nd place for best outfit

then i danced with some very cute boys ;)
beacuse abby had left me and i was left to my own defenses

it was a very fun night
suprisingly there were alot of people there
and the dancing was fantastical

music was////ok

peace

dedications

2005-09-11T19:19:52Z

ive got this friend
for teh sake of this entry i wil name the friend gerald
gerlad is fantastic
talented
funny
exciting
beatiful
smart
outgoing
and brave
but i forgot to tell gerald those things
and i would never make fun of gerald with spiteful intentions
and i knwo gerald knows that but
i forgot to add in affirmations
and i forgot to tell gerald how proud all of gerald's friends are
of gerald for accomplishing gerald's goal and for sticking with it
even if people joke around
there is no reason to ever feel self-conscious ebcause the only talking we do
behind geralds back
is about
how proud we are
and how fantastic you look
and how compared to the other gerald-types you are the best
and how even thouh gerald is in an acivity that non of us would do
that doesnt mean its bad
it means that, well for me anyways, it is something i could never do because of a lack of skill in the area ;)
and im sorry
i knwo all of us are sorry for not telling you how proud, happy, and thrilled we were for you

but now you know

love you lots

~Cc

i_thnk_i_luv_u @ 2005-08-15T22:57:00

2005-08-16T05:59:35Z

WARNING: EMO TO THE EXTREME:::: VENTING TO THE MAX : : : :

i apologize i advance for the emoness of this

I learned something this summer.
I learned that life is fragile.
I always thought I was invicible
I thought we all were.
Guess what
we arent
Life is like a Fabergé egg
it sounds comical
but it really isnt
life is so intricate and delicate
life is so complex and bautiful
you wonder how it stays together?
experiences in life is all we have to live by
all we have to survive on
so easily smashed
and yet why would anyone want to?
We have one life, one chance and countless opportunities.
To give that up, to have that taken from you, to be robbed of this
is pain so strong,
so alarming that you release yourself to it.
and there is no going back
no middle ground

We have one life, one chance and countless opportunities.

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home

2005-08-15T04:00:28Z

ive been home for a while
and life has been nonstop
my parents were outta town for four days
and that was fun
i went to an avril oncert
and i must say
live: she si very talented
and good
i was suprised but the reason i went was to babysit heh
crista's bday was fantastic
emerald eyes is coming along!
i changed a lot in michigan
;)

where am i today i wish i knew
cause looking round theres no sign of you
i dont remeber one jump or one lea
jsut quiest steps away from your lead
im holding my heart out but clutching it too
this feeling is short of teh lveo that we once knew
calling this home when its not even close
im playing this role with nerves left exposed

standing on a darkened stage
stumbling through the lines
others have excuses
i have my reasons why
we get distracted by the dreams of our own
but nobodys hapy while feeling alone
knowing how hard it hurts when we fall
i lean another ladder aginst the wrong wall
and climb high to the highest wrung
shake fists at the sky
others have excuses i have my reasons why

an update of m life

2005-07-08T03:55:40Z

room check was at 7oclock and i was 40 min late b/c i was cutting
cards adn loss track of time so the RAs(rising freshmen in college who
think they have authority but really dont)) took away my "m card"
which lets me into the dorm building and lets me eat plus 1 hour of
dentention like hell called " work detail"

same night at midnight room check...i was in teh shower and didnt hear
them call roomcheck. I am 5 min late and the ra lady, aka the bitch,
says "where were you?" i am wearing a towel and my hair is dripping
wet.."i said...r u kidding?" and she told me i was late and had work
detail

1 am room check we ar supposed to be asleep...it is 130 am and i am
asleep in the top bunk and itunes is playing softly while i sleep.
"BANG BANG BANG!" something is running into my door "fuuuck....WHO IS
IT?!?!?!"* i yell from my bed in the air. No answer. BANG BANG
BANG..."i slowly climb out of bed. pissed off, groggy and irritated
adn pull open the door. an ra stands tehre and says " why did it take
u so long to answer the door" i say "umm because i was sleeping like
most ppl are at 1 in the damn morning" the ra replies "u r up past one
give me ur m card" i, now completely aggravated, reply "1- u have my
card 2- i am awake past one because someone was pounding on my door
wtf" the ra says "well i heard voices" i am so pist at this point i
sut say "fuck it" and shut the door.....

at this point i have 3 hours worth of work detail

i sleep through my alarm due to pure exhaustion this exhaustion is the
fault of the bitch

miss work detail go down 30 min late and say "hello im late for work
detail" and they say "sorry u miss one u gotta do 2 more" and i said
"cant u jsut beat me instead?" and the powerhungry RAs stared at me as
if i were a poor mental child

++5 hours of work detail and 5 lame stories to go with them

moral of the story

all RAs should be beatn and cavity searched for rods that have clearly
been shoved up there....

i am pist can u tel?

PS i still win because i gave them a fake m card and still ahve
mine..mother fuckers..woooot

do it

2005-06-25T19:38:28Z

1. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you. 2. I will then tell what song reminds me of you. 3. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, I'll tell you what it would be. 4. I will try to name a single word that best describes you. 5. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you. 6. I will tell you what color you remind me of. 7. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you. 8. Put this in your journal

read this whore

2005-06-22T02:42:27Z

It was as if we were all on an airplane, sitting on the run way and eveyrone on board was getting high waiting for the plane to take off.
We were high on the summer of love.
The end of the war.
The hope or a better world.
The revolution and the birth of our consciences filled our hearts with vision.
But when we looked out the window all we could see was the smoke that billowed forth from our water pipes.
We thought we were flying high man; we thought we'd taken off but as the smoke cleared and we looked out the window there we were stil on the ground.
Then as we filed off the plane we found ourselves right where we had started all those years ago; a litter grayer, a lot sadder adn air sick on top of it all.

optimisim ++

2005-06-21T00:42:13Z

Think about this... You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. *PLEASE READ THIS WHOLE POST IT'S SO DAMN TRUE*
1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.

i want to be trendy too!

2005-06-15T22:58:56Z

If you could ask me two questions...
no matter how personal...
inappropriate...
or random...
What would you ask?

Ask me, and I promise to answer the question 100% truthfully.
Repost this and see what people want to ask you.

wtf

2005-06-07T00:11:10Z

You scored as Punk/Rebel.

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Punk/Rebel

63%

Drama nerd

56%

Ghetto gangsta

38%

Loner

38%

Prep/Jock/Cheerleader

31%

Stoner

31%

Goth

25%

Geek

19%

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!!!!

2005-04-29T18:18:10Z

that is my best friend! we are so damn cute!

clearly dom got the good looks !! he is soo CUTE

day after i got my hair cut i went to a concert..good times CAN U BELIEVE HOW SHORT IT WAS????

6flags bb and i were whores....

three barrels 26 seconds..not bad!

in new orleans!!

before the concert! ((not gay it was jsut a pose haha))

after i fell in the ocean

depressed about my lack of hair but oh so cute

at disneyland

new orealns!!

me and vans after a day at the beach hence the hair

so bored cant do anything else but this b/c of my head lalallala

disneyland

2005-04-25T17:57:34Z

disneyland was fun

major highlights of trip:
1. getting stuck on pirates f the carribean for 15 min in the DARK
2. "pope fiction" as my pope name
3. winning 1st 1st and spree decour
4. brett doing his ultra zone speech

it was a pretty fun trip

i slept over at gunthers last night that was fun

and we did wheatgrass shots...HEALTHY

pretty sick actually
sick as in disgrosting

<3

oh yea and i saw guesswho pretty damn hilarious

scared

2005-04-19T03:58:49Z

isn't it weird how
one experience
can change alot?

sometimes
you are so scared
and so curious
at the same time
that you dont know how to react

adventure i guess will always be a good thing in the end

there has been an emocide

2005-04-13T23:33:01Z

eveyrone
complains
but
nobody
acts

everyone
has
an
excuse
but
no
one
has
an
answer

on the birght side...sarah is coming home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so i will be having a welcome home paty for her soon...and everyone is invited...i am so excited!!!!!

im done
~Cc

" i would rather suck the bitter cold air of love through my slowly decaying cavity of a heart than be with you" WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THIS QUOTE???

my school thinks so little of their students

2005-04-08T23:14:44Z

i got mad at school today....we had a "prayer service" and when i walk in irina hands me a hand out with a BUNCH of text on it..like bible passages and pope quotes
the second i see this i think
" they are NOT going to read this"
as in the school wouldnt take 40 min of the day
to read us a peice of paper
guess what!!!??

they did
i really wanted to tel them
that i am perectly capable of reading it to myself
i dont need it read aloud
with hail marys in between,...
what a waste of my time
they could have at least had
some inspirational words
that werent typed out
so i would pay attention

but i really shudnt cmplain
because i talked and slept the whole time
haha...ok that is enough ventage

funny though
blah

10 realizations and 5 goals

2005-03-27T06:07:57Z

i have come to the conclusion that i need to realize shit and make goals so here we go

REALIZATIONS
1. I can't type
2. I can be hilarious at times
3. Dancing is amazingly fun!
4. Catholisim (sp) is a cult (no offensiveness intended)
5. Accesories really do make any outfit marvy
6. There is no such thing as a "government"
7. You can't read without speculating
8. I have a tendancy to break rules and be incrediably disrespectful to people who are thought to be respected ie teachers
9. I love my friends
10. The last thought/realization is always expected to be the most intresting...sorry to let you down :)

GOALS
1. Not make any typos in this entry
2. Learn to play something fabulous on guitar
3. Not play the role of a 9th grade drop out
4. Make up 5 new words while in New Orleans
5. Never spend this much time focusing on not typoing ever again

I would end with this with "do u have goals or realizations?"
but I already know the answer which is yes
your realization is that I am bored and locked in my room (YOU ARE CORRECT)
your goal is never to get locked in your room
so there is no point in me asking you this question
lalalalala
THERE ARE NO TYPOS YOU CAN LOOK FO USELF!!!

alright I'm going to break out of the fucken window...

<3 Cc

friday

2005-03-06T00:20:33Z

so i went to see milllion dollar baby it was amazing!!! great movie it deserved all those awards

i slept over at crista's place with sarah it was a lot of fun!!

then i went to 3rd street today and watched ppl do their thing (music dance etc)

i got some stickers that are beautiful....

i love you all

i got a lot of philosphy books....i was in a smart mood

"where have all the hippies gone????"

hahah

2005-02-26T00:15:15Z

HAHAHA TOP THREE GUYS FOR ME ARE:

Kevin Bell

Danny Ross

and

James

haha wow.....1- is ironic 2- is scary 3- is HILARIOUS AS HELL

and my astromatch is my old science teacher...wow

tongiht si going to be soo awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so excited moveis tehn abby's hosue...then saturday is jesters court adn then sunday...chaminade debate tournament blah WEE im so happy and that si great because the last 3 weeks have been realy ahrd on me but m back ! so ahppy aout taht :)

YAY

2005-02-25T06:30:34Z

hey guess what!? I go my best friend back!

<3 Burki to death!!!

And of course PCA paige crista and abby !!!<3

hey guys!

2005-02-18T02:48:39Z

I havent updated n a long time.

So much ahs happened. I go detention for not bringng a pencil to english..awww ms melton loooves me ..

I got anew lap top is it pretty and blue! :)

Alright I ahve to go more updates later !!!

PS I wont be home all weekend bu i will see everyone soon cal me!! <3

OH YEA LiSTEN UP!!!
i was driving down a steet and this amazing old man is walking acorss he street holding a guitar wearing tie die shirt and jeans with sandals and a bag made of jean with a peace sgn on it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love him he ahs long hair too!! he is my idol ok bye

spool

2005-01-19T23:12:30Z

friends are fab
milk is moo
shine ur shoes
and use the loo

I AM A POET!!!

and bored...studying for finals is crappy...

BUT I LOVE YOU!!!!

cant wait for friday~<3333333333333333

i_thnk_i_luv_u @ 2004-12-14T16:10:00

2004-12-15T00:11:47Z

i love you.

what do you have to say to that!?!?!

i_thnk_i_luv_u @ 2004-11-23T20:30:00

2004-11-24T04:31:58Z

thankfulness

Take the quiz: "What does your birth month reveal about you?"

December
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

i_thnk_i_luv_u @ 2004-11-15T22:23:00

2004-11-16T06:26:06Z

whee im sooo excited!!!! im seeeing zac soon!!! and his sexiness..lol.. whee i <3 zac!!!!!!

~~marvelous~~